Skylar Fishwick

skylar fishwick, in mummys tummy for 18 weeks, destined to be an angel


for my darling angel baby boy skylar, you were a big surprise to us but instantly we wanted you, you meant the whole world to us you were going to make our family complete but now you have given me the courage to try and complete my family in honour of you, i never knew how strong i was until i lost you, you have made me the strong, determined,possitive woman and mummy i am today i thought i would never get over loosing you and in a way i won,t you are the first thought of the day and your the last person a say goodnight to before i sleep, i owe you everything and one day i will have the chance to see you again until then i know in my heart you have great nanny turiccki and nanny fishwick taking good care of you, you are the luckiest angel baby ever
love you always mummy and daddy
a kiss from your big sister remi x
a kiss from your big brother quinn x
a kiss from your big sister gracie x
((((((((a lifetime of hugs from mummy and daddy)))))))))))))

November 24th 2008
here we are again sweetie your birthday,happy birthday!!!, seems i cant even get this far with out crying, i miss you so much you should be here with us, not just in our hearts but in my arms so i can shower you with kisses every day, gods garden must be so beautiful, he only picks the very best.
remi made me a candle which will burn through out the day along with mummy and daddys one and one from aunty doris, the flames flicker so brightly and beautifully like you my angel
i love you, today and everyday, time dosnt make it easier but it makes you less numb so i feel your precense keeping me warm
sweet dreams little man
mummyxxxx
november 24th 2007
a year ago today we briefly met you and said goodbye, we were never destined to hold you in our arms but proud to always forever hold you in our hearts,
a friend said to me that the breezes i feel on my cheeks are kisses from you,......... i wish for more breezy days
i miss you so much
all my love mummy xxx

september 9th 07
things have been so great for your family recently skylar and i know you have something to do with it, watching over and protecting us you clever boy
well the baby in mummys tummy is a little boy it feels even more now that he was sent to us by you, we are all so excited especially quinn who cant wait to have a baby brother, he is still to young to understand that you too would have been his baby brother but he will understand one day that he is lucky enough to have a living baby brother and an angel baby brother watching over him
we have also decided that bubbles middle name will be skylar after you and one day he will know he is named after the most beautiful baby boy angel ever
miss you everyday
sending you the biggest hugs and millions of kisses
mummyxxx

april19 07
i cant stop thinking about you my precious angel, i miss you so much it still hurts so much to think of you not with me
you edd so fast approching and i dont know how to cope for its also your big sisters big day dancing at the royal albert hall and i am so proud of her but how can i get through the day smiling when i should be grieving you i know that you went to heaven so i could be with her on her special day you are truly selfless but i am sure she would have forgiven us both if we could not have made it, i know she wanted you more than me for just one day
i love you so much and its not fair your brother and sisters would have loved you so much and daddy too he misses you so much too but he has not yet visited this sitebut he is a good man and would have been so proud being your daddy,
till we meet again i love and miss you more everyday sweet angel
love mummy xxxxx

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...

but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above

Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.



Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight

Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,

God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you



It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.

As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on

I need you here badly; you're part of my plan

There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man



God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do

And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight

God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night



When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years

because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain

Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain



I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned

But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.

I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.



There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;

but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...

that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you



If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,

then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."

And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,

knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.



So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,

just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go

When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;

I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,

remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

~Author~

Ruth Ann Mahaffey